This story is based on the characters and situations created by Chris Carter and Ten Thirteen Productions. Used without permission and no infringment of copyrights are intended. The Hero By. Michele Blankenship(Phenyx@AOL.com) Dana Scully tapped impatiently on the sterring wheel of the car as she waiting for the traffic light to turn green. She had finished teaching her last class of the day although it was not yet noon. She supposed that was one of the few perks to being back at Quantico : she did get her Friday afternoons off. This afternoon, she wanted to spend some time with her ex-partner Fox Mulder. She hadn't actually seen Mulder in over two weeks, but she had talked to him on the phone. When she had called him yesterday he had sounded really strange. She had tried to call him again last night and had only succeeded in reaching his answering machine. Scully hated to admit it but she was worried. It seemed to her as though she worried alot nowadays. Not that she didn't have good reason to worry. After the X-files department had been broken up, she had been reassigned to Quantico to teach. Mulder had been reassigned to the Surveillance division. Mulder had been having a rough time in surveillance, Scully had known that much. However, she hadn't realized exactly how bad things had gotten for him until two weeks ago. No one in the department had even given Mulder a chance. They had started calling him "Spooky" before he had even reported for duty. From what Scully had been able to find out, the other agents had spent weeks giving Mulder a hard time. She had seen others treat Mulder that way before and she had seen him handle it in his usual off hand way. But to have to listen to that constant ribbing and degredation day after day, for weeks on end had taken its toll on Mulder. Until finally, two weeks ago, some idiot had said just the wrong thing. Scully wasn't sure what the other man had said exactly, but it must have been pretty bad. Mulder's reaction had been to pop the other agent a good right to the chin. The other agent had been knocked cold. Skinner had exactly what he'd been waiting for, of course. Mulder had been suspended amazingly fast. The official word was that he'd been suspended for an "indefinite amount of time" for "disciplinary action". Mulder had not taken the news well. He was still stressed out from the fiasco with the strange bacteria and the death of his 'friend'. During the past two weeks he had seemed to simply give up. Scully was determined that she would change his attitude today. By the time she reached his apartment and knocked on the door she had convinced herself that he would be his old self again in no time. When Mulder answered the door a few minutes later, Scully thought that her self-appointed job may be a little harder than she had first thought. Mulder was wearing a sleeveless sweat shirt and sweat pants. He had obviously not shaved for several days. He had deep circles under his eyes and looked as though he hadn't slept for a week. Mulder blinked at her stupidly for a moment before registering who she was. "Scully ? What are you doing here?" " I came to see you, Mulder. I...I've been worried about you." she admitted as she brushed past him and into the apartment. There was one lamp next to the couch that was lit. Still, the place was terribly dark. There were shades and curtains pulled across all the windows. The television was on ,of course, and the floor was littered with nearly empty pizza boxes. " Oh good grief, Mulder." Scully didn't bother to hide her frustration as she angrily began to open the curtains. "What? " he whined, shading his eyes from the sudden sunlight. Scully stood in the middle of the room with her hands on her hips. She wasn't sure if she should yell or cry. She chose instead to just glare at Mulder. Mulder walked past her and flopped down on a mass of clutter that Scully knew was actually a couch. " I know, I know." he replied although she hadn't said anything else. He leaned his head back against the wall, pressing the palms of his hands to his eyes, and sighed loudly. For several minutes, there was only silence between them. Finally Scully just couldn't take it any longer. "Are you going to let them do this to you?" she exploded angrily. " I've never known you to give up, Mulder. Never." Mulder's shoulders slumped. " I'm just so tired of fighting, Dana. I'm tired of chasing answers that I'll never find. Tired of getting so close to the truth, only to have it yanked away from me. I'm tired of listening to people whisper behind my back and giving me odd looks. I'm just...tired." "Listen Mulder," Scully crossed the room and sat down next to him. " You're just burnt out. You've been going non-stop for months. When is the last time you had an honest to God vacation? For pete's sake, look what you've been through in the past several months. It's no wonder you're so fed up. You really need a break." "Yeah, well now I'm getting one. Whether I want it or not." the bitterness in his voice was palpable. "You need a vacation, Mulder. Not this terrible bout of depression and self-pity you've thrown yourself into." Mulder raked a hand through his hair and replied, "Well then what do you suggest I do on this *vacation*?" "Well, " she said with enthusiasm, " first thing your going to do is take a shower. You really are a mess." She stood up and when Mulder didn't make any move, she grabbed his hand and pulled him up too. "Then I shall take you out for a decent meal." she added, pointing him toward the bathroom. "Yes, Mother." Mulder grumbled. For a moment they simply stood and stared at each other. Scully then pointed towards the bathroom and said, " Are you going to take that shower or do I need to bathe you myself ?" Mulder smiled at that remark. " Would you really?" he teased. "Yep," she smiled back. "With a hose and a scrub brush." " Oooo," he grinned devilishly. " and surgical gloves? Could you use surgical gloves?" Scully suddenly grabbed a magazine from the floor and flung it at his head. " You are sick , Mulder. Do you know that?" He responded with a laugh that echoed to her from the hallway. A few minutes later, she heard the sound of water running. When Mulder reappeared, he looked much better. His hair was still wet but it had at least been combed. He was wearing a clean T -shirt and faded blue jeans. He had even made a half-hearted attempt to shave. "We aren't going any where fancy I hope." he said. Scully smiled, " I thought we could go to that little diner a few blocks over." Mulder shrugged. She could see that he didn't really care where they went. She could see it in his eyes. He hadn't really cheered up any, but he was trying, for her sake. They left the apartment and walked out to the street. It was a gorgeous day. The sun was shining brightly but it wasn't too hot. It was one of those glorious autumn days that made winter seem like a dream that would never come. Without saying a word they began to walk the six blocks to the diner. The silence between them was a comfortable one. Scully wondered to herself, 'how long has it been since I enjoyed a nice day ?' She looked at Mulder and wondered what he was thinking. He was looking at the ground as he walked and didn't seem to notice the day. Scully sighed to herself. Mulder could be so damned stubborn. Of course, His determination WAS one of the things she admired about him. However, when the same trait got on her nerves she called it stubborness. She couldn't blame Mulder really, he had some good reasons for getting depressed. But she was not about to let him stay that way. She was still trying to form a plan when they turned a corner and bumped into a wall of people. The crowd was formed on just one side of the street. The road itself had been cordoned off and there were dozens of vehicles parked in the middle of the street. There were police cruisers, SWAT team vans, TV news crews and a few unmarked cars that Scully recognized as FBI vehicles. "What's going on?" Mulder asked an onlooker. A young blonde man replied " The bank was being robbed. It backfired. Now the guy has a gun and hostages." Scully and Mulder exchanged a glance."We should offer to help." Mulder said. They made there way through the crowd toward a man in a suit who seemed to be in charge. When they got to a barricade, a police officer stopped them. "Stay behind the barricade please." she said impatiently. Scully showed her identification to the woman and replied tersely, "Agents Scully and Mulder, FBI." The officer allowed them to continue without any further objections. Scully repeated the statement with her identification when they reached their goal. The agent in charge greeted them with a nod. " Agent Langley " he introduced himself. " We can use all the help we can get." Suddenly shots began coming from the bank. The crowd on the opposite sidewalk scattered. Camera crews and news reporters ducked behind their vans. " This guy is a real nut." Agent Langley said. The three of them had crouched down behind a police cruiser. " He's been robbing banks across three states and he's left bodies in each one. I've been chasing him for months. " "Has he made any demands?" Mulder asked. "Yeah, he wants a car parked in front of the bank. Then he'll come out with a hostage or two. They'll be under a blanket so we can't get a clean shot at him. He'll get in the car and drive off. When we catch up to the car, the hostage will be dead and he'll be gone. Trust me, I know this scenario." "How does he get away?" Scully asked. "If I knew that we wouldn't have the situation repeating itself now would we?" Langley said angrily. "We can't give him a car then. " Mulder said. "It's too late" Agent Langley said with disgust."The local authorities are already getting him one." "We have to do something." Scully said desperately. "They won't listen!" Langley smashed a fist against his thigh in frustration. Scully glanced at Mulder. He was looking at the other agent with an understanding look of sorrow. How many times had she heard Mulder say those same words? Suddenly a car pulled up in front of the bank. A police officer stepped out of the car, leaving the engine running. Scully's heart thumped painfully in her chest, she was completely engrossed in the scene unfolding before her. After a few minutes, a figure hidden under a green blanket emerged from the bank. There were two pairs of legs visible beneath the blanket. One pair of legs was covered in khaki pants and military boots. The other was clad in nylons, no shoes at all. The gunman and the hostage began to make their way toward the car. Scully's mind was reeling. She had to think of something. She turned to ask Mulder for ideas, only then realizing that he was no longer there. Panic suddenly welled up inside her. She frantically scanned the crowd behind her, knowing that she would not find him. When she looked back toward the bank, she saw Mulder creeping around the corner of the building. "Oh God ,Mulder." she whispered. "What is that idiot doing." Langley exclaimed. Mulder was now in front of the bank, easing his way across the large window that bore the institution's name. When he was directly behind the gunman, he began to creep forward. The crowd was silent, Scully assumed that they were all holding their breath too. When Mulder was right behind his target, he reached up and yanked the blanket away and at the same time, gave the girl a violent shove. As a result, the hostage fell to the ground and the gunman whirled around and fired at Mulder. Scully didn't hear the screams from the crowd as the police fired on the suspect. She heard only the one shot as a bullet tore into Mulder. To her, the next few moments stretched into an eternity. The round caught Mulder in the chest. Some scientific part of Scully's mind registered that the impact did not occur near the heart. It was too far to the right for that. His right lung was torn up, of that she had no doubt. The round may have shattered a rib or two as well. Mulder's body was thrown backward by the impact of the bullet, forcing him through the plate glass window of the bank. The glass falling to the ground made a strangely ominous sound. Mulder landed inside the bank on his back. The street was still echoing with gunshots when Scully began to run toward her fallen partner. " Ohpleaseohgodohpleaseohgodohplease" she prayed as she bolted across the street. As she reached the bank, she saw that Mulder was moving. He was moving his legs as though he were trying to walk away. Relief flooded through Scully. He was still alive. She stepped through the broken window to help him. "God Mulder," she began. However, when she knelt beside him, she got a better look at him and realized that the situation was not good. She immediately covered the wound with both hands in order to apply pressure and stop the flow of blood. Blood already soaked the front of Mulder's shirt. She was forced to practically kneel on top of him. Scully looked into Mulder's eyes and saw his hazel irises rolling around like a couple of marbles. He was in deep shock. Scully suddenly saw more blood pooling on the floor beneath him. She belatedly realized that the bullet had gone completely through Mulder's body. The wound in his back was going to be worse than the one in his chest. Mulder was still thrashing weakly. He moaned. * Why can't you just pass out?* she thought. * This would be easier on you if you were totally unconscious* Scully became aware that someone was screaming for help. A moment later she realized that it was her own voice doing the screaming. A paramedic crew had been standing by during the hostage crisis and yet it seemed forever before they actually arrived at Scully's side. Mulder's body suddenly contorted, nearly throwing Scully off balance. He took a great gasping breath and started to choke. Scully was pushed aside as the paramedics frantically began to work on Mulder. "His lung's collapsed." Scully heard one paramedic say as she was led aside by another medical technician. The young woman with Scully began to ask her questions. "Do you know this man? How old is he?" she asked. "Um.. yes. Thirty-three." Scully tried to focus on the question rather than the sounds of Mulder's pitiful attempts to get air. "Is he allergic to any medications?" "No. Nothing I'm aware of." "Does he have any diseases that may complicate his condition? Diabetes or anything?" "No." The questions had continued even after Mulder had been put in the ambulance and carried away. Scully knew that the questioning was only meant to keep her out of the way. She hadn't been allowed to ride in the ambulance for the same reason. These were good indications that Mulder's condition was very, very bad. She had been driven to the hospital by a police cruiser and left alone in the waiting room while Mulder was rushed into surgery. She sat there for several hours, trying to look through some magazines although she had no idea what she was reading. She had turned the small television on in order to find some diversion. However, every available channel was showing news bulletins about the bank robbery. The camera crews had gotten a graffic shot of Mulder being blasted through the window and were playing it over and over again. Scully had quickly turned the set off. A short time later, a young police officer came in and warned her that the press were swarming all over the hospital. She needed to be careful about who she talked to if she didn't want to be on the news herself. As a result, Scully just stayed were she was and waited. It annoyed her that there was no one else waiting with her. Mulder's a good person, she thought to herself. Why was she the only one who cared about him? There was no one she could call. The "in case of emergency " information in his personel file was blank. She had known that for ages. But this time, Mulder's predicament was all over the news. Anyone out there who cared about him should have been trying to contact her. She'd given the hospital personnel instructions to let her talk with anyone who called claiming to be a friend or relative. There had been no phone calls. Scully was forced to admit to herself that although she knew Mulder's personality better that anyone, she actually knew very little about his life. They were friends but she had made very sure that the friendship stayed business like. Neither one of them talked about their personal life very often. Scully silently promised herself to remedy that problem... if she got the chance. Two days later, Scully sat in Mulder's hospital room reading the newspaper. Mulder was sleeping. Scully wasn't sure if the sleep was drug induced or just recooperative. Probably a little of both. The doctors had operated on him for nearly five hours, repairing the torn lung and removing fragments of broken bone. The bullet had nearly shattered a rib and the surgeons had meticulously reconstructed what they could. The rest of the missing rib had been replaced by artificial means. All in all, Mulder had been damn lucky. In a few weeks, he'd be up and around again. The doctors had assured her that within a few months, the only physical reminder of the incident would be a few nasty scars. Scully smiled at the sleeping figure. He was always lucky that way. She was sure that if she mentioned his "luck" he would tell her she was nuts. He only saw the trouble he was always getting into. He never realized that his luck kept getting him back out as well. Scully was almost finished with the crossword puzzle when Mulder finally woke up. "Hi" she said putting aside her paper. "Hi, yourself " he smiled weakly. "What are you doing here again today?" Scully patted his arm gently." I was here yesterday, Mulder. You've slept straight through to Sunday." "I did not." he whined. "Stupid nurses kept coming in and waking me. I just lost track of time is all." As he tried,painfully, to sit up, Scully helped prop up his pillows for a more comfortable position. When she was done, she sat on the bed next to him rather than go back to the chair. " Guess what?" Mulder asked. " I get real food today." "Really?" "Well... just some soup. But it's better than nothing." "Don't complain, Mulder." Scully teased " You've had the best intravienous nutrients in the state. I just don't think i.v.s come in sunflower seed flavors." Mulder smiled. He was still a little pale but Scully could see that there had been a marked improvement in his condition since yesterday. She didn't need to worry about him anymore. He was going to be just fine. Mulder must have read the expression on her face. He took her hand in his and said " I'm glad that you were here. I know that if things hadn't worked out you would've...taken care of everything. That means alot to me." Dana was suddenly angry. " Damn it Mulder! YOU mean alot to me. This has got to be one of the stupidest things you've ever done. You could have been killed. " "I know." he admitted. A shocked look came over Scully's face " You didn't do this on purpose, did you?" "Was I *trying* to get myself killed ,you mean?" Mulder shrugged. "Not consciously no." "Well." Dana replied. "Consciously or not. Try to be a bit more careful will you? If you go and get yourself killed, I'm going to lose my best friend and I'll be forced to hate you for the rest of my life." Mulder grinned devilishly."In that case, I'll have to come back and haunt you, ya know." "Haunted for the rest of my life by Spooky Mulder...Now there's a truly frightening thought." Mulder's laugh turned into a short coughing spell. Scully was trying to pat him on the unbandaged side of his back, when the door opened and Skinner walked in. Scully felt Mulder tense immediately. The coughing spell quickly subsided as Skinner came to the end of the bed and stopped. Scully stepped forward protectively and asked "What do you want, Skinner?" "Easy Dana." She heard Mulder say. She stepped back to Mulder's side again and glared at the unwanted visitor. Skinner glance warily at Scully, then said to Mulder, "Can we talk privately?" "NO." Dana answered forcefully. Mulder saw the determination in her face. "I guess not." he shrugged. After a few moments of silence, Skinner sighed. "I hear that your going to be talking to the press tomorrow afternoon." "Yeah. It seems that I've become a real popular guy, lately." "Cut the crap, Mulder. You've become a media hero and you know it." Scully glanced briefly at Mulder. She had been carefully shielding Mulder from the press and the huge media blitz that had resulted from the bank incident. Mudler probably had no idea that he had become the media hero of the week. Mulder covered any confusion he may have had. "So what's your point, Skinner." he asked. "I want to know what you plan on saying." "You hypocrit."Dana exploded."How dare you waltz in here like this, treat Mulder this way and then have the nerve to worry about what he'll say!!" "Dana." Mulder cautioned. "He has cause for concern." Scully fumed, but she kept quiet. Mulder turned back to Skinner. " You see Dana, Skinner has no idea what kind of nonsense I may reveal to the press. After all, I am a disgruntled agent who's recently been suspended. I could start blathering about government cover ups and illegal movements by our own people." Skinner seemed to fidget. "No one will believe you, Agent Mulder. We will deny everything." "Yes." Mulder said cautiously." But you can't afford to have the media digging around in your garbage." Mulder smiled. He had Skinner over a barrel and both men knew it. "I could really give some young reporter one hell of an exclusive." "If you do,Mulder " Skinner threatened."Your life won't be worth much." "My life isn't worth much right now anyway." Mulder said confidently. "If I'm going to go down I may as well take a few of you with me." Skinner walked over to the window and stared sightlessly at the street below. "I'll reinstate you immediately, of course." Skinner said finally. "I want the X-files back." Mulder demanded. Skinner turned to face them again. "That's not my decision, Mulder. You know that." "But my chances would be better if you were backing me." "I'll see what I can do, Mulder. No promises." Skinner turned to leave. "Enjoy your thirty seconds of fame, Agent Mulder. But remember, the press will tire of you very quickly and then you'll have to answer for everything. Understood?" Skinner then left without another word. Scully and Mulder let out a collective sigh. When Scully looked at Mulder she could see that the encounter with Skinner had taken a lot out of him. He was very pale again and was grimacing in pain. "I'll get the nurse." she said. Several minutes later, Mulder was laying down. His bandages had been changed, his vital signs had been taken and recorded. He had also been sufficiently drugged again. "Scully?" He asked groggily. "I'm still here." she stood next to his bed. "What was Skinner talking about? Thirty seconds of fame?" Scully smiled. " The media has made you into a hero, Mulder. The dashing FBI agent who even when off-duty, was willing to risk his life in order to make this a better place to live." She told him dramatically. "Hmmm." he moaned. "They don't know me very well do they?" Scully laughed as Mulder drifted back into sleep. ******************************************************************* This story is based on the characters and situations created by Chris Carter and Ten Thirteen Productions. Used without permission and no infringment of copyrights are intended.